I'll never stop believing that I live in a world full of idiots that will dissapear themselves over useless online arguments, I'm starting to silently wish the absolute worst towards humans and their anger-inducing smugness and over-confidence, since I'm tired of human stupidity being excused by rich scumbags hiring over-confident idiots in general, and "shallow diversity" hires, that's why new media creations in the US are bland, stupid and braindead. I also blame Gen z and Gen b for that crap too, thanks guys, I'm really proud of both of you, not really.
I hate seeing stupid and embarrassing crap that mods pull on some US sites, so I'm still happy that I made a pixiv and Side7 (Even though S7 is a us website but I digress.)
I don't see US websites getting any better (thanks to useless culture war bs that makes everyone in the US distracted, instead of focusing on the gov doing slimy stuff in the background, same goes with the gov's goons and crap doing horrible stuff behind closed doors, and no, don't pull a "not all" argument on me either, it dosen't matter that there's ""good"" people in gov and higher ups, even the ""good"" ones are very corrupted or over-confident and stupid at the same time.
I still believe that the US is doomed with corruption and endless stupidity, to the point that I believe that it's full of nothing but insanity and reckless behaviour by everyone.
I'm still ashamed to be an American citizen, and no I don't "hate" America or any bs like that, I'm just dissapointed that America is content with looking like a nosy, stupid, and overly confident with being a laughing stock as well.
I'm happy being a black woman, and I won't bring up being an American, unless someone asked me personally, but I won't mention being American in anyway, because I don't like assosiating with the same country that has the worst state ever (Florida) crying about a nude statue, I swear I'm living in stupidville at this point, ugh, the human world is better off dead if crap like this keeps up. Makes me want to bathe in Bleach, and maybe then I'll feel completely clean, I wish I get a lobotomy on the back of my brain, a few inches away from my sternum, and maybe then I'll feel free, I don't feel free in America to be honest, but I don't think other countries want a stupid American either, so I'm screwed really.
I think I'm better off just enjoying JP, CN/TW, and Slavic cartoons in general, I also might as well just like the stuff I like in private, since people hate others having stuff they like for block-heavy reasons nowadays, don't bother complaining to me about this rant, go get outraged about petty stuff somewhere else than, I still believe that preachy toonheads can all burn in hell too, same with so called online activists that only use Twitter and nothing else too, plus 99 percent of US fandoms too. That's it for this long rambling rant in my frustration page using HTML code, or some other code language.
(4-8-23)I sometimes question if the human world is doomed from the start in the present, I still refuse to hear excuses of (I'll get better don't be so negative and worry about things you can't control.) Garbage, all of it, I won't believe things will ever get better in the human world, unless we all get killed by some over-paranoid goverment entities, or something, whatever, humans are so spoiled it's not even funny anymore...
(4-18-23)I'm wondering why I would bother getting a job irl, I know I need one to earn money to take care of things in the future, then I'll have to sell my limbs to pay for medical crap, and people applaud others for having two jobs, imagine cheering someone having two jobs, people will have to get three jobs ones day.
I'm better off ranting on my personal website as well honestly, nobody wants to hear me talk about anything, nobody, Americans and other westerners are all stupid life-ending idoits anyways.I'll never cry when someone dies now, it sucks that people die, but I'll never be sad for stupid idoit dying, it's a waste of tears.
I'll never call myself an American anymore either, unless someone asked me, I hate assosiating with people that will shoot up a school, just for the fun of it, or it's because America is still a giant mess of a country, the gov keeps bringing back the Patriot act for crying out loud, what bunch of pricks they all are, there's no such thing as a """good""" politian, they never exsisted.
Anyone saying other wise is in way too deeply into the Political ball game, and I frankly have no sympathy towards people who are too deep into Politics to ever get out.
Politics aren't even fun to talk about anymore, it's just depressing doomsday bs now, and I'm better off tuning out of it all.
I know I need to know what's going on, but blegh, I'm apathetic about this brainrotting topic. US Politics is just mental poison, nothing more, nothing less. I still believe that Real life is hell itself too.
Why do people even bother talking to each other, when it'll turn into a petty fight over differing views, it feels so pointless to talk to people online, at least most people I'm not friends with.
I'm also wondering why people go on ""social"" media, people should've made their own websites, at least people in my generation, but my generation are too stupid to make their own websites and only rely on ""social"" media sites.
I'm also starting to believe that ""professionals"" are not what they say they are, and I do mean all professionals from any job ever, at least ones from the western world.
Most ""professionals"" are the opposite most of the time, even ones I have terrible interactions with, so yeah, most ""professionals"" can all burn in a volcano for all I care, alongside ""revolutionaries"" that constantly claim the world will get better and activist bs they all say on the fricking internet, I'll be so glad I'll make an i2p mirror link for this website, and hopefully have it to where most nosy search engines won't see all my site's pages, go to hell Google and Alphabet.
The sheer audacity that Americans have towards China, but USA-Hell has Alphabet, a freaking info tracking company, I seriously hope info tracking companies all die a painful death, same goes to bs ""online activists"" anytime I hear about any activism online, I always imagine it as a trick to get money and views off of victums of serious crimes, and to people that are gullible enough to have faith in vigilante groups that won't call the FBI on a child-chaser, I get it, Cops bad, but a bunch of dumb-butts on Twitter won't get child-chasers in jail, I makes me belive that America as a country is still doomed to fail, it's why I refuse to give myself the label of "American" since I see it as a badge of stupidity at this point.
I'm still angry knowing that most companies don't even make their websitess user friendly, nobody wants to use sites that have annoying glitches and crap.
I'm still thinking of moving to Linux or Debien, but I'm still planning on using Linux that looks like Windows, I'm still going to hold onto my grudge towards overconfident idoits ruining tech for a lot of people.
I still hate hackers and scammers with a burning passion, they're so selfish and only caring about themselves, and I know that some people in America for some reason call themselves Communists, even though I think it's still a horrible idea to be one in America, I'm not a big fan pf Capitalism either, and even I think the US gov will use it to kill people that critize them, so no Communist America, horrible idea.
I still can't believe some Americans that want Communism to be a thing in America, Communism sounds nice, but then the US gov will use it for evil, I'm also annoyed with people ragging on China for having Tencent, as if America having the tracking company called Alphabet are any better, knock it off America, you're just as bad as China at this point, quit trying to act like you're any better than other countries you bud into their problems with.
I also detest people that act angry for other people, go eat a bowl of cacti you self-rightouse pieces of garbage, I hate anyone that does that crap in America! I hate it so much! I hate when people act angry for me as well, go screw yourselves.
I'm starting to question if technology really helps people in the future, I'm not beliving that's the case, well in some cases, but still, ""social"" media can also burn in hell for all I care, they don't even moderate their websites at all, they're better off all shut down at this point, I wish more people make their own custom websites using a repo or something, imagine being overly reliant on useless """social""" media, more like argument media, people do nothing but fight and argue on """""social""""" media nowadays, nothing ever matters anyways, we'll all turn to dust someday anyways, why bother talking to people anymore, words are so useless now more than ever...
I'm also question if humanity becoming cilivized was the worst mistake that has ever happened.
There are times where I truly try to be more hopeful towards humanity, it's so difficult still...
Everytime I try to be optimistic, some jerkwad or my brain keeps crushing that optimism, every freaking time...
I seriously hate both hackers and scammers with a burning pasion as hot as 10 volcanos, messing up people's accounts, scaring people into giving them money, making people more paranoid towards hackers and their bs.
I also really hate both because their both jerkwads that'll screw over people for their own gain as well.
I'm frankly really apathetic towards "AI" art now, is because of some artists seriously believing they'll all be replaced, knock it pff on scaring yourselves, you won't be replaced, if you're that worried about that, make a side job just in case.
I'm very guilty of being sensitive at times, but the amount of people that act like the absolute, sensitive, hot-headed, and annoying kinds of people ever, never ceases to dissapoint me.
The reason I'm so distrusting towards both Leftists and Progressives, they always sound so two-faced as frick to me.
I also hate how Leftists constantly want a revolution, yet they sit there on Twitter and YouTube making "debunking" videos like that'll do anything to change anyone's mind.
They are also a bunch of filthy cowards that won't even argue upfront to their opponents and block them instead, it's so pathetic it's infuriating as frick...I can't believe I got fooled by Leftists/Progressive's mental tricks.
With what's happening to the worst cesspit of over-confidence and hivemind stupidity: Raadit
I'll still be happy when any internet janitor gives up their worthless power hungry tirade and get a job for once.
I'm being extra cold towards Internet janitors crying and screaming about getting kicked from raadit, cry me a river, I feel better that I stopped using that bloodstain of a website, alongside a few others.
I'm just now wondering when people kick out internet janitors off of every website in general, I hope it's happening one day, nobody likes internet janitors, nobody!
I also hope that websites that hire low-life internet janitors to go burn in Hell. That's enough steam being blown for this blog entry.
It still sucks that I'm living with overconfident bumb-butts, hiring people willy nilly and expecting nothing bad to happen at all.
I'm also annoyed at some people giving themselves labels that'll only give them internet brownie points, I just don't get it!
Some people would rather care about others having the wrong opinions and rag on them, because they're "problematic" or whatever stupid words Leftists and Liberals make up for the year.
I just hate everything about how govs always become corrupt as frick, and then refusing to help it's people, then the country gets seen as a giant enemy to other countries\people.
I'm still possed at Yoogle being so incompatent as a company, I could seriously go on and on on why the site sucks, and Yoogle refuses to accept that something's wrong with THEM.
Company monopolies are running rampant as well, and people I know wonder why I refuse to go to the movies, I don't want to give Disney and other scumbag companies in the entertainment industry anymore money, I still rather pirate old movie/game media. People are isolating each other over slightly diffent views over the dumbest, unhinged garbage, and the sucks because of this distraction crap. My damn mom says that eating bugs because of them having protein, to hell with that bs! Anyone who says crap like should be side-eyed. I'm also getting tired of my own family buying into false diversity crap as well,
no company gives a crap about if a black person is an employee or not, and people who do care only about representation should be shunned out of life, and yelled at for caring so much, I hate being represented by Hollywood brainwashing media, and other people will think I want this garbage, I don't and I'm starting to hate it a lot. Nobody is thinking with their brains anymore, and will happily be hollywood pop-culture zombies instead,
and friends and family wonder why I avoid watching new movies like the plague,
no matter how many times I say no, my friends still insist I watch hollywood brainwashing garbage, whatever, nobody fucking listens to me anyways, nobody in America thinks anymore, only reacts, screeches, then kills each other. Then buys into culture war bs continued by shitty media companies like Disney and so on. I still feel like I'm living with over-confident dumbasses that kill themselves over money or useless internet views and political arguments, I don't even think I'm with real people at this point, I better meet human beings during my college years, or else I'm never coming back and I'm wasting my time going. I also don't want to be talked down to by Leftist/Progressive jackasses either, fuck both those political groups, and yeah yeah I know rightists aren't better either with this bs. I just want America to crash already! I still believe nothing gets better in America, that dosen't mean I hate America either, fuckers. I still question why anyone now still wants to work for Hollywood in anyway, even for so called "pros", I still spitefully hope that Hollywood gets destroyed from the inside out like it deserves, but I think that's alreasy happening, so I got my quiet wish for now. No tears will be shed when hollywood employees lose their jobs due to incompetent fools in the higher ups screwing the little guys over,too bad more people here have fomo disesase, so dissapointing. I should accept that life isn't always gloom and doom, and my Anxiety goes off the charts over non-threats, and it's so irritating when I try to calm down,
I still hope I'll draw a drawing of me fighting my Anxiety, and yes people, I don't enjot getting anxious, I'm not like those unhinged overly-online dorks that use Twitter/TikTok 24/7.
Thank Lunaria I'll see these AI programs choking on this program called Nightshade, I'll never understand some Americans being Communists, I really detest some people that impersonate others online, I honestly believe the future of "environmentally friendly" nonsense and etc, is going to put humanity into insanity land,
I'm also tired of internet vigilante losers on Twitter claiming they'll stop pedos and what not, when they never go to the police first (looking at you ""Twitter activist") I just seriously also wish internet hall monitors to go to hell too, fuck those dickheads too, I'm also tired of organizations using activist groups names for their own gain too, I also wish nothing but misery towards Puritans' too, I'm not a fan of sex-work being seen as "empowering" either, It still baffling how some people still fall in love, I had a crush on this guy once, but I'm better off leaving him be for the rest of this year, since it's not worth it really, I'm also just not feeling great this week anyways, possibly a cold, or something, I just feel like shit overall, I'm still not feeling any better either, I hate this. Note to self: never trust pious people in general, It's honestly pretty irritating, it also gets in the way of me speaking too, I also think of things to make not look like a nervous wreck in public as well, It seriously makes me sick for how sensitive I am, most people out there would argue that's a good thing. I personally find it to be a complete annoying hell to live with. I personally disagree that being sensitive isn't always a good thing, and people should seriously stop saying that, ugh. I'll just end it here, since I'm too crappy feeling to continue this entry, I'm already feeling like a broken garbage disposal, I'll just sit in my dorm alone for the rest of the day. So I heard that TikTok is getting banned in the US this time, it's mainly not a great loss to me because I want to avoid that dreadful app, even when my friends send me links to it for videos, I honestly believe that Politics is nothing more than mental delirium, and brain-rotting worse than LSD and Heroin combined. I'm also just done with some people using differing Political views as an excuse to be dicks and jerkwads,
"My political views are better than yours, fuck off" anyone that believes that's acceptable to think like that,
The main reason I'm starting to deeply despise AI and corporatism being a thing in the online space, It's mainly becuase I'm sick and tired of taking sides about stuff now, and because US Politics as a whole is a giant circus of chaos, but I'll still check in about stuff from tech news sites like Hackaday and another site called Ground news,
mainly because I can read article from differing mindsets, thank goodness, and I'm also tired of the constant fear mongering I hear on the internet, it frankly makes want to tune out of Politics because of it, but I should learn to just laugh it off when things get really absurd. That's all I can say really, I'm also just better off being myself, and being an LGB supporter too, since I'm Bi myself. I still seriously hope that the prices of everything stops being so pricy, including health and Dental stuff I'm also against corporations/companies too, because all of them are soulless, mistreats their employees and they'll do anything to make money including messing up the whole planet for a ton of money, they don't have souls, and they only care about money, their investor friends and people's wallets. I'm still quietly hoping that the people of America just stops supporting corporations and support local famrs and small family businesses instead. I still refuse to say anything good about ""AI"" bloatware honestly, it's just overhyped trash shilled by soulless AI bros I also hope all corporations all fall due to their own selfish greed and their constant incompetence and them doing anything to mess up the world around me and my family, who likes this AI garbage for some reason and is hopeful about this trash, whatever, I can't do anything about that honestly. As I grow older, over time I get pains from my muscle nerves and bone aches since 2023, maybe it's because I'm overly slim and that's negatively affecting me, goddamit. Even though I would be bundled up, onsie and all, and my legs will still be cold But yeah, I hope to try my best to stay warm in the winter this month It's honestly because they all act like pieces of shit while using their many mental health issues as a crutch for bullshit, insuffereable behavior towards anyone that unfortunately stands in their way. I know I should be more empathetic towards mentally unwell people, but first off, human beings suck in general, and second off, I had a family member that changed her own number without telling anyone else, so yeah, she's dead to me in general, so fuck being forgiving to mentally ill assholes. I also wish the US takes mentally unwell in underground asylums, where nobody can use internet, since mentally unwell people who refuse to get off the internet and people with 0% sanity should also be put down, since their mental illness will just make everyone else mentally ill, I know it's harsh but therapy and mental can only do so much too, so putting these individuals in an underground asylum to put them down is frankly needed. It's also annoying that social media promotes general mental illness as well, which isn't helping, it also feels like mentally unwell people can get away with anything as well, also isn't helping that some people on social media will actively claim they have something but don't, this is why I don't bother trying to keep up with current day stuff, other than the news, but I try not to fixate on that either, mainly for mental health reasons It's also because there's not point in worrying about the world around me so much, I sometimes wished social media didn't exist and only BBS forums and genereal forums takes it's place, too bad most future gens will just be stuck using shitty social media services instead of making a personal website but whatever, screw the whole generational blame game too, that isn't helping anyone at all either, but I'll just end it here I also need to take things less seriously in the future tbh, including internet stuff. I really wish there's a better way for me to handle my anxiety, than giving myself a mental lobotomy, well it's not that serious, but still, I hope to get more sleep as well, also eating three separate meals everyday. I just hate always feeling tired, but that could be a me problem at the moment. I swear, I'll be the death of me... It's mainly because I hate it when a person gets chucked in jail, just for talking shit about their own government and I still believe that's bullshit. I also believe that when a person makes a serious accusation about another person online (looking at you Twitter & Reddit) and doing that nonstop, without verifiable proof, and it's over some god-damn break-up, they should be sent to jail, it's a lot worse when the accuser is only making serious accusations is some petty stranger that's doing it for "clout" or just doing it because they want to seem better than the "bad people" they believe they're going after. Man I'm feeling like a grump old lady sometimes, I also seriously hope the unhinged rabid Twitter users that waste their time arguing with people nonstop or just being wet-blankets in general, they should all move to Tribal social or back to Tumblr where they belong. I've been noticing that most internet drama is just petty bullshit, and 90% of the time it's grown adults whining about others being "problematic" or overusing serious sounding words like "racist", "sexist", "ist and phobic" and I'm just embarrassed for some Americans, and I'm looking forward to just moving out of this country full of people that actively want to make their own lives miserable, and people fixating on Politics and useless identity politics is not helping either tbh. I guess I'm still just really frustrated with how American citizens are handling serious accusations online and of coarse making the world worse, alongside some Americans actively getting brainwashed by soulless corporations and Politian's, and yes I could give a damn hoot about "but there's good Politian's" it doesn't matter anyone that's a Politian is just a government gear in the money-run machine full of blood, too bad most online fringe Leftists will actively defend the absolute worst actions, like burning Tesla cars, sending death threats to Trump supporters/people who aren't completely left-leaning like Elitist Leftists are, and so on. I also don't get why some Leftists believe that being complete freaks is acceptable either. I'm a complete weirdo myself, but the difference is that I accept that I'm a weirdo, and not go out of my way to weird people out on purpose for some "political revolution" as well I also notice that Leftists will keep preaching about some so-called "revolution" or whatever, but I seriously doubt this revolution will even happen in the US, and I won't hold my breathe about it either... But whatever, I'll just continue making art and being my weird womanly self as always really. Note: I also will stop doing "No Nut November" that bullshit is probably made by an incel men anyway, I still rather die alone, because I still doubt me having a spouse will make my life better, but I also need to improve on myself too and yeah. One more thing, I'm for freedom of speech but I'm also against doing law-breaking stuff for the sake of free speech as well. I still hate both Puritans and "sex work" supporters, since they're both insane as hell, alongside the American Left and Right. Alongside people believing that humans shouldn't have sex organs anymore either or whatever, I frankly rather have humans become star-angels instead, no more men fucking things up, no more petty conflicts, etc. I sometimes wish I'm a star angel sometimes, but I'll never get my fallopian tubes removed either in my life, so forget it, so much for me having more personal freedom as a woman, so much for "progress in America", I still hate how most Americans claim they're such "good Christian folk" too, it's just all around fake bullshit to make themselves feel better, alongside people from other religious groups and Leftist Movements as well, alongside transhumanism and so on, I'll be an outcast away from any kind of movement tbh, I rather be in a woman's only movement but I'm just going to be myself to be honest, I'll never fit into any online group/community anyways, I'll just do my own thing like always did since 99. As much as I despise Democrat and Republicans for making more us vs them bullshit, messy online ideologies that are just endless echochambers of misery. Honestly, the only thing I can really do is just be a 4B fan and continue making my own ideology gijinka falled "Thorned Rose Women" and yeah. US politics are a giant insane mess, and I'm better off doing my own thing honestly I still hate identity politics, useless Political grifters online, and etc. That's pretty much it. I mainly find polygamy gross becuase a person has 4 or 10 spouses and expecting to no get STD's is jsut absurd to me. I do know that Mormons also practice polygamy as well but that doesn't mean I won't condemn polygamy in general. I also can't help but think that it's just some excuse to fufil some creepy cuck fetish, but I could be wrong on this assumtion, I know Breadtube weirdos like supporting the absolute worst ideas, just to "own" the right, it's insufferable. As much as I'm not a big fan of him personally, I just wsihed that one day he's honest about something but that will never happen since he's been lying about whatever since 2016 My general reason on why I'm not a fan of trans-ideology, it's because I don't believe that becoming the opposite gender will only make things easier in life in general. While I do understand that there are trans-identified people are a thing, I'm also not a fan of online poltical grifters taking advantage of any online community (political leaning may vary) and will claim to represent that community and will do anything to get money off of that community in any way they can. and I'll be frank, I'm honestly getting Nihilistic that things will never get better for humanity since the human race would rather upgrade thier technology only, and not also fix social/poltical issues. I'm also frustrated with how cis trans women are treated, women's issues becoming political issues by soulless asshole governments that could care less about women in general, I wish political parties are honest about how they feel about humanity, and not pulling some two-face nonsense. It's also why I'm slowly becoming Nihilist and anti-human, I'm irritated at humanity being such a giant mess of a group in the animal kingdom. I'm supposed to believe that humans have evolved, but too many are too busy murdering each other over political or more petty, clothing and copyright. It's probably going to take me a decade to be more optimistic, but I also don't want to blind myself with overly positive predictions about how the world will work, I already know the human world will get worse. But whatever, the political world is burning in flames and chaos, and I'm better off reading into more philosophy and some poltical ideology, I'll avoid politcal news like the plague, that crap only makes be depressed and nothing else, and I rather just be Poltically Nihilistic, since I believe that Poltics has now become useless nonsense that will only be used to mistreat people who don't 100% agree with another person so they shun and shame them instead, because that always works out without any problems (I'm being sarcastic) I guess another reason I'm not a fan of trans-ideology is how their activists and grifters act towards any critism but honestly, I won't bother, social politics is always going to be an endless trainwreck of people fighting each other over this and that, I honestly just hate the Left and the Right for similar reasons both make anything into an unneeded politcal issue (like women's autonomy and sex-based rights for example) the insufferable amount of fear mongering both political sides pull. making critism towards them and actively insulting and downplaying it altogether and calling their critics (snowflakes or many istaphobe/etc insults) as if that will do any good. I'll happily be an anti-humanist, 4B fan, and Nihilist as well. That's pretty much it for this depressing blog post I'll just continue doing my thing, and I'm better off staying away from poltical news and it's because I'd rather become a Nihilistic woman than waste my breath on politcal stuff that that won't help me with anything, I know that women will never get the respect and humanity they all want but whatever, Poltics is just made as us vs them bullshit as usual honestly. I also despise poltical buzzwords in general too, I'm already jaded towards GenZ in general anyways. And GenZ eats up anything popular and "cool" now anyways, and some of them are just lost in the world too using that garbage website called TikTok. I seriously hate living in a world where women are actively being erased just for the sake of "inclusion" and "gender-identity" too, so all Poltiical groups are dead to me, including dishonest politians that lie and fuck up the world I'm living in. I'm an LGB- fan for a reason. I just wish the world hasn't gone crazy for the sake of "progress" as if humanity will ever improve socially, I hate huamnity so much sometimes. end of entry. The only thing I can really do is just self host my personal website using Filezilla, and hanging out more in the gemini bbs forums, at least I can also host my own gemini capsule at some point as well too It also didn't help that I lost another family member as well last month, now August will just be the worst month, how I remebered the end of it. As much as I hate humanity so much, I'm still better off doing my thing anyways and continue on making my blog about 2000s live action shows, instead of wasting my life worrying about stuff I can't control. I'll still be frustration by stubborn dumbass governments claiming they what to protect people, yet they let people die 24/7 no whatever what a victim of a crime says to the police. humanity is still such a sick joke sometimes whatever, at least I have Disroot and Codeberg to host my coding stuff still. Oh shit! I need to continue on my esoteric programming language as well, but I also should learn more Python before I continue on that, I still want to also learn Lisp, even though I'm crap at math, oh well. end of entryHollywood is still an evil written trap for artists and creative people 8/6/23
I need to lighten up sometimes + etc
Hallelujah! The AI monster is choking! 10/27/23
and getting poisoned by it as well,
hopefully I'll hear less about artists flipping their luds about AI "art" generators too,
finally some good fucking news.American Communists and Leftists are all useful idiots, 11/22/23
as if sucking up to NK and Russia would make any dumb American communist look cool or some bs like that.I hope that impersonators go away forever + etc 12/27/23
alongside making spambot accounts to have it spam links under people's posts just to be annoying,
ugh, I hate people who made spambots,
they're the reason why the online world is a big mess sometimes,
alongside dumb as bricks companies act as well. Yeah, I just wanted to rant about weirdo hackers and impersonators.The Future for humanity is doomed, and covered in grey bland paint
and I'm really trying to think more positively, but it's really difficult, I'll still blame Leftists and Progressives with their "helpful" bs advice, man I hate political groups of any kind, they're all full of shit at this point, I'm better off calling myself a political misanthrope at this point.
acting as if they're doing jack all, man I hate people who act like they're so much better than everyone else, and friends and family wonder why I hate people so much sometimes, humans just enjoy making endless mistakes, and never EVER stopping issues at all,
I swear, Americans are the most spoiled as shit people to ever live,
it seriously makes me sick that mental health is never going to be taken seriously alongside bumbasses misusing serious terms over disagreements, etc,
as if any social/etc issue will ever be solved when Americans actively make up problems, I sometimes wish a giant natural disaster happening America, since Americans are spoiled as shit anyways.
fuck any org that does that shit, I'm also so tired of people eating up the grass that companies walk on too, imagine bootlicking Disney and other soul-less companies, companies never gave a shit about anybody,
they only care about your wallets, nothing else, and I also wish American communists to be all dead too, alongside terminally online Leftists, alongside any political schizophrenic, I'm starting to wish asylums came back so badly man, there's more insane people running amuck more than ever. This human world sucks so much sometimes
but wanting anything covered up screams pure fishiness too, I hate online Puritans' too, just fuck off, humanity should've offed itself years ago, I know it'll happen, thanks to shitheads in all governments being useless as always.There's not point in falling in Love tbh + Etc. 2-7-24
I seriously wasted a crush on an incompatible guy anyways, meh, crushes are overrated anyways.
they're pretty insufferable as hell too, I hate them in general now.I sometimes feel like complete crap, when I'm already having a pretty decent day...2/13/24
when I'm not feeling too good health/mental wise,
I'm not in a great mood to speak right now.
I'm honestly getting tired of tearing up over upsetting somebody,
this is getting pathetic,
so I just keep it in,
I know it's never healthy to do that,
but I'll that energy and release it in my art as well too.
It's bad enough that my generation or "Gen Z" is stereotyped as giant babies who uses TikTok and etc for Christ's sake, I'm not sure however else to continue this entry.TikTok getting banned isn't a loss to me 3-18-24
thankfully it's hello kitty themed videos, and it's also because I have other socials that won't get banned that are outside the US, like Misskey, Plurk, and Vk
so I'm content about this ban, this ban might affect Twitter and Instagram too,
which is meh, I need to get off of that crap anyways, sure I'll one day lose my accounts from Twitter and Instagram alongside my followers and so on,
but on the brighter side is that I'll be working on my repo even more and hopefully be able to run my repo through a site generator I picked.
So if TikTok actually get banned in the US, than Whatever, people can post short silly videos on other platforms outside the US, in my honest opinion.
End of entry.
Politics = Mental Delirium + Etc 4/15/24
I'll happily have zero sympathy towards anybody who believes acting like a bratty little snot over that are just pathetic.
shouldn't be given sympathy at all, alongside people that do that with Religion and anything else they can use to be soulless assholes for no reason.I despise AI and Corprate being everywhere online + Etc 8/4/24
and because of how both things are soulless,
could care less about people (including the scumbags who made these "AI" programs too) and their suck ups.Why I'm politically centrist about stuff nowadays
I wish stuff isn't so expensive in the US + Etc 12/27/24
Nerve/bone aches every winter(Rant) 1/7/24
Why I stopped having sympathy towards people with %0 Sanity + Etc 1-12-25
I hate feeling stone-faced + etc 3/24/25
Why I'm for freedom of speech + Etc 4/9/25
human society is such a joke sometimes...Frustrated with the US Political climate, and will chill out about it 5/16/25
Why I hate polygamy and why I find it foul in general 6/6/25
I wish president 45 isn't such a dishonest jerk all the time + Etc 8/1/25
About my general views on Trans-Ideology + Views on Political Nihilism 6/11/25
I'm so upset that the internet will be overly censored, thanks to the UK government 9/1/25