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It always sadden me when I check out an obscure artist online and finding out they haven't posted in years.
For example, Yukaman(or manglo_org) has amazing artwork that's really creative and pretty, she hasn't posted any new wips/art since September 2020 on her Instagram, and hasn't updated her Facebook since 2021, I don't want to assume she passed away, since her own website is still up(Manglo dot org), so is her Twitter.
I still have hope that she might come back from her personal break. She must be too busy with life stuff too, I'm not sure.
I'll label her inactive for now, unless something gets updated on her end, I'll just have to wait patiently for the time being.
Update: Yuka updated her website a few days ago, and added new pages to her about page, a tlog page and a pbbs page.
Another example is Zabota Huguenot, she hasn't posted new art since 2012, and her art is interesting to me in my opinion. She makes very horror-like artwork here and there too. I guess she wanted to move on from making art since she hasn't posted anything new since 2012. So I'll label her as inactive for now.
Here's an example of an artist that's obscure that still uploads today, her name is Yuko Ono, not (Yoko Ono) her artwork is also very pretty to look at, angels and monsters galore, and some unicorn people all made in watercolor and sometimes digital. Her art is strange in a charming way too.
as of this blog she uploads on her twitter/Instagram, (West_wave_) she uploaded to her insta as recently as 7 days ago.
She also updates her twitter a bunch too.
Hetza Hellshock/ヘッツァ
I'm not sure if he counts as obscure,
since there's still hetza hellshock fans, (me included) he has pretty cool war themed artwork, he still uploads today, mostly making Fantia commission artwork, I first found his artwork on Tumblr then DeviantArt. I might as well call him obscure, since not everyone knows about him, other than some anime art circles. Gabriel Wyse
A DeviantArt artist from the UK, he hasn't posted anything new art-wise since 2012,
so I'll just label him as inactive, he had a website too, but there's not a lot of archives of it sadly,
I hope he'll be doing well in the present, he might've moved on from making art, who knows tbh.
I'll add more artists on this blog when I find more.
--------------Both my art and coding are doing pretty good right now, and I still want to slowly improve my art and my coding over time,
I’ll still try to upload more of my artwork as well,
and adding more text for my gitignore thing as well.
I'm also going to try to think a little more positively as well with life,
since my life is actually pretty nice and chill, I'm just letting my pessimism get the better of me sometimes, I really don't want it corrupting me as a person either.
Since I can't log into my Gitea account to redownload some files onto my laptop,
and soon in my hard drive and flash drive.
I'm still sad that some webmasters will up and delete their personal websites, I honestly believe it's because of AI spamming up the internet,
I still regret showing so much anger on the frustration page I made, I also can't log into my Gitea anymore and I'm prohibited on there now,
so I'll boot up my repo with Git, and I hope it'll work.
So I might as well just edit my repo on my laptop now,
and will log into another repository thing that isn't very corporate about AI stuff.
I always wanted to make my own little spot online,
no matter what I want to create, I won't let AI suck ups get the better of me either,
since that won't solve anything.
At least I'll be busy with school stuff and hanging out with friends whenever I get done with future homework,
I honestly believe that the creators of corporate AI are frankly up to no good to begin with.
I'll never freak out about ai anymore either since again,
that won't solve anything,
the only thing I can do is just not look at it, which is pretty tricky to do,
it does bum me out that some artists defend ai spam, but whatever.
I'm also going to avoid people who are actively making a mess online by acting like a screeching fools over really petty,
terminally online nonsense, or some netizens doing crap just for useless rage bait and engagement, which is pathetic.
Still looking forward into staying on the JP artist side of the internet
when my Japanese gets really fluent, alongside coding languages too.
I'll be crossing my fingers for a coding class when I go back to school, I don't care what coding language, just one class related to coding.
I'm still feeling out of place in the world, so that's why I'm making my own little spot online,
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A DeviantArt artist from the UK, he hasn't posted anything new art-wise since 2012,
so I'll just label him as inactive, he had a website too, but there's not a lot of archives of it sadly,
I hope he'll be doing well in the present, he might've moved on from making art, who knows tbh.
I'll add more artists on this blog when I find more.
Both my art and coding are doing pretty good right now, and I still want to slowly improve my art and my coding over time,
I’ll still try to upload more of my artwork as well,
and adding more text for my gitignore thing as well.
I'm also going to try to think a little more positively as well with life,
since my life is actually pretty nice and chill, I'm just letting my pessimism get the better of me sometimes, I really don't want it corrupting me as a person either.
Since I can't log into my Gitea account to redownload some files onto my laptop,
and soon in my hard drive and flash drive.
I'm still sad that some webmasters will up and delete their personal websites, I honestly believe it's because of AI spamming up the internet,
I still regret showing so much anger on the frustration page I made, I also can't log into my Gitea anymore and I'm prohibited on there now,
so I'll boot up my repo with Git, and I hope it'll work.
So I might as well just edit my repo on my laptop now,
and will log into another repository thing that isn't very corporate about AI stuff.
I always wanted to make my own little spot online,
no matter what I want to create, I won't let AI suck ups get the better of me either,
since that won't solve anything.
At least I'll be busy with school stuff and hanging out with friends whenever I get done with future homework,
I honestly believe that the creators of corporate AI are frankly up to no good to begin with.
I'll never freak out about ai anymore either since again,
that won't solve anything,
the only thing I can do is just not look at it, which is pretty tricky to do,
it does bum me out that some artists defend ai spam, but whatever.
I'm also going to avoid people who are actively making a mess online by acting like a screeching fools over really petty,
terminally online nonsense, or some netizens doing crap just for useless rage bait and engagement, which is pathetic.
Still looking forward into staying on the JP artist side of the internet
when my Japanese gets really fluent, alongside coding languages too.
I'll be crossing my fingers for a coding class when I go back to school, I don't care what coding language, just one class related to coding.
I'm still feeling out of place in the world, so that's why I'm making my own little spot online,
don't worry I have some irl friends that'll support me no matter what until the end of time.
I'm still working on my website for my main server, and in the meantime, I'll start on my alt site for my personal website as well, since NearlyFreeSpeech is my main and if I run out of funds, I'll use another web hosting site, I know I shouldn’t use site makers, but I'll see what Pony ICU has to offer.
It's also because I don't want to use any more money irl either, so I'm just going to use Pony dot ICU as an alt server too.
So I'm switching from Nearlyfreespeech to freedns,
of coarse I'll have to pay, but I'll pay the domain I want every year,
so I'll still wait until I'll get a job, still, I might make an alt site name too, just in case.
I also just registered on leprd, just as my new main,
So I'm switching from Nearlyfreespeech to freedns,
of coarse I'll have to pay, but I'll pay the domain I want every year,
so I'll still wait until I'll get a job, still, I might make an alt site name too, just in case.
I also just registered on leprd, just as my new main,
since pony dot icu doesn't seem to work, at least for the offer page, I'm not sure if they'll fix that.
I'm mainly saying this because of the OneDrive to my personal account is bothering me and telling me to pay,
just to get more storage, granted it's not pricy for a monthly thing,
but I rather just switch to Linux,
just to get more storage, granted it's not pricy for a monthly thing,
but I rather just switch to Linux,
after I save everything from my Windows OS to go to Linux Mint Cinnamon, because at least that is is very smooth and nice, and kind of reminds me of windows a little bit, but that could be the point though. I am going to take my time to back up any files I want to my hard drive, alongside passwords and stuff (I really need those to login to stuff too) etc., and I think Linux Mint Cinnamon won't bother me about storage either, and it's open source as well. Again, I'm taking my time on moving to Linux Mint Cinnamon too.
This old laptop still works, I did update it a little bit, other than that, I'm still keeping it to windows 7, since I love the OS too much.
I'm still keeping Windows 7 until I'm done with school tbh.
I do love my old windows ThinkPad laptop.
Back on Windows 11, still finishing stuff from my art backlog over timeSince I posted another drawing on my Side7, I might as well finish some animations, art and music stuff in my backlog on my iPad and some on my laptop, that's all, so if you see more art on my Side7
it's because of that, thanks for reading.Now that my personal website is now running, I can still edit the site from time to time, then save the files to my disroot repo.
I'm still going to slowly work on this, alongside finishing art on my iPad and checking out transgressive movies here and there online.
I'll also work on making my site look nice too, but I should plan the design for it first too, I'm thinking of making it look like a late 90's/Early 2000's design to it and stuff tbh.
I'm also becoming an optimistic nihilist over time as well, which is nice tbh, since I need a change of mindset, and it's making me feel a little better about life as well
I'm hoping to also be less interested in what's trending as well (Other than just hearing about stuff on the fediverse or YouTube) I'm better off just going online and looking for personal sites to find on Hyphanet as well,
and because I want to be in an internet where I don't have to worry about annoying infighting and ai slop being spammed everywhere, because Hyphanet has given me hope, alongside
I'm also not a fan of web3 nonsense either, no thank you, I'm happy with just hyphanet (Windows version at least) and I'm better off for it, I'm not sure when I'll move to Linux, I'm not exactly sure honestly, only time will tell.
I also made a sharesite on hyphanet too, I just need to make an image banner for it and that'll be it honestly, it's just an alt site to my main website. I still hope to add images to it as well tbh.
I'll still draw, paint, design, code, etc until I pass away, I'll draw until I fall asleep as well, I love to draw and I'll never completely stop drawing.
I personally believe that artificial wombs to be a good thing, because women in general don't have to be forced to have kids with the shitty men of the world.
I'm being optimistic about these things as well tbh, and I like the idea of a female only internet as well tbh. It's also because I'm tired of men messing up
stuff for women most of the time as well really.
I'll be using Cygwin (or Rsync) as a way to make a server for my Codeberg site,
and I'm better off not using Cloudflare,
since Cloudflare likes to screw with people's servers and stuff,
I hope the people of the world just uses Rsync or some other dns alternatives to Cloudflare, I would recommend Lo4d.com to getting Cygwin, since it's a cleaner download.
I think about the GF OC I'm making and I'm wondering if I'm becoming more attracted to her, and she's not even finished yet.
It doesn't really help that men are becoming unattractive to me because of their pretty infamous history of killing women and etc, I do wonder if I'm Bi as well, but I may end up talking to a therapist about this since I want professional confirmation too.
At least I'm drawing my alien, GF Azalthee.
That's frankly it for this blog post, I can't think of anything else to talk about for this entry, I still hope to make a peertube website of my own as well.
I was trying to set up Nikola on my laptop, then I ended up giving up,
so, I'll be editing my personal website in the future with those two programs.
If my art portfolio site ends up getting taken down, It'll be moved to Geocities.ws, just in case honestly.
No matter how bad human society is getting; I can only get better at my craft and as a person and not stoop into the cynicism that US society wants me to become.
I'll still keep happily drawing while exploring the indie and japanese side of the web, and even using Mojeek, Same.energy, Marginalia search engine for more obscure stuff, and Wiby as the final small search engine.
So I have alternative places to use for general looking into stuff, and I'm not happy that the main internet is ok with AI generated trash showing up on search results, that's why I use these alt search engines.
I may also use "lieu.cblgh.org" and now I have curlie.org in my laptops bookmarks.
I also hope I'll quietly switch to a Linux Distro that'll work for my main laptop, whenever Windows 11 gets discontinued.
I'm still messing with a Yunohost on a virtual machine and making a server thing on my old Windows 7 X61 ThinkPad Tablet.
Mainly so I can freely run my PeerTube website that'll be for cis women women only, it’s called "Purple Petals" as a dummy name for now.
That's all for this blog post, oh and one more thing is that I'm also making a manifesto as well that's themed around Infinifem as well.
Thanks for reading and stuff, I'll also keep up this site too, I rather keep my websites updated as much as I can as well as archiving my Art portfolio site in my repo as well.
-------------It's mainly because I believe that people don't have to buy software, and I like the idea of using libre software.
I hope to move away from proprietary software at some point, at least over time, I'll have to switch to libre software that'll replace my Shopify store.
I'm also for Libre software because it's free (as in Liberty) and you don't have to pay a ton of money for libre software, it also depends since some Linux distros are paid for like RoboLinux for example.
I still hope to make a website that cis women can use, not trans-identified-umbrella people larping as women, alongside men larping as women irl, I'm still hoping that a women's internet protocol or something, but for now, I'm thinking of
just making a Peertube site for the time being honestly, and I'm mainly excluding anybody after the B in LGB is mainly because trans umbrella people, they mainly make things harder for cis women honestly.
And lastly, I'm thinking of trying out self-hosting my own web server, just in case, and mainly for fun honestly, I have been saying transgressive opinions about stuff that wrings my nerves, but I'll make another frustration entry at some point as well too.
Infinifem forever and always, I'm still writing my manifesto, don't worry.
I'll also try to look in the brighter side of life too, and just surf on websites that make me happy, and I will take breaks from Instagram after I post here and there, I might make a tegalog microblogging site too, but I'll think about it really.
The first reason is mainly because I don't want to use a website that a lot of other netizens use online, and because I want to check out other web-hosting websites as well, it's also just in case I want to make something more professional looking, without the JavaScript bloat and stuff, I have a JavaScript code thing called "sns blocker" originally by Psychool before his website was down and is now archived online.
I'll also be updating my personal website using Notepad3 and Vs Codium, but back on topic, I'm also thinking of making a TOR and Hypanet mirror of my personal website as well, or even make an alt server using surge.sh, or using a Python server software thing or something.
I'll still use free web-hosting services that I don't have to pay a ton of money for and year.
I'll also still be messing around with HolyC, Python, and hopefully make my own programming language in Python, or making an esoteric programming language
And yeah, I'll still mess around with Python from time to time, and I also hope to evolve my art as well, my art style will hopefully evolve too.
I'll also rewrite my Infinifem society manifesto story as well, yes it's a story about the society of Infinifem, not a real Manifesto, so don't worry.
I also don't like the idea of using a webhosting site that everyone else uses tbh, so that's why I use Fc2 and Leprd, and I'm still trying to find a dns thing for my Codeberg website, since I'm still shirking on that too.
I also hope to look into Spiritual Androgyny, I'm still going to be an LGB supporter no matter what and nobody is going to stop me with foolish fearmongering nonsense either, no thank you.
I'm still praying to the stars that 2025 will be a wonderful year, I'll still keep my head held high, and will try not to listen to any fear mongering online or irl as well, or try not to react to it as much.
I also hope to upgrade my art style as well, since it really needs an upgrade at this point, I've been using this artstyle since 2014 iirc, so it needs an update, I also want it to look like Hetza Hellshock and a few other artstyles I like from Senmu0107 and Yukaman.
Anyways, happy News Year's Eve and I hope you all will have a great 2025!
Thinking of learning more Python, Html, and doing stuff to slowly improve my art style, I'll only change the eyes tbh, since I like the other part of my
art style, and I also hope to getting better at school stuff too, but I believe is doing good already, I just need to repair my sleep clock as well honestly.
Anyways, that's pretty much it for my 2025, hopefully this year will be better, and I won't listen to anymore machine learning fear mongering and general videos
in general, nobody will stop me, I also hope I'll be able to make my female-only Peertube website as well too.
I also wish there's more female only websites and forums, I also detest Liberal Feminist nonsense too.
Anyways, I'll hopefully start on my Infinifem manifesto txt thing again.
I also have some catching up to do on Manga and anime as well tbh, alongside some live action shows from the 90's to the 2000's.
I've enjoyed surfing the web with obscure search engines since 2020 and previously in my life
and I'll still explore in the indie parts of the internet, since the corporate internet is becoming a little tiring, I'll also explore parts of Peertube sites as well
I would recommend
curlie.org
marginalia-search.com
https://wiby.org
so on and so forth
and I'm the really curious type of internet netizen as well, so if I see an artist website/porfolio I like, I instantly give it a bookmark
(not all the time because I don't bother even writing the site URL down like I'm supposed to for memory reasons.)
Anyways, happy browsing, the main reason I use these search engines is because I get tired of corporate search engines showing me generative images I don't
want to see, and I doubt there's going to be a filter either
and yeah, this is the end of this little blog post overall.
I've been a fan of the Beatles since highschool, I'm now a fan of some older music from the 60's to 50's
90's, 2000's and some esoteric music.
I first heard Buckethead's music since 2020, and I seriously don't regret it, his music caught my heart and I love how calming and heavy his music is
and Buckethead's music is something I listen to study/draw/imagine to.
Even though I don't listen to a lot of new music, that plays on the radio, at least every blue moon
I mostly listen to music from Bandcamp, and from cassette tapes I've bought from flee markets.
I may end up using my Codeberg as an experimental site still, and for Html styling and stuff, or I could turn it into a website that catalogs my
character bios from my Side7 account, I'm still unsure on what I want to do with my pages website yet, but I might as well make a plan for it
so It won't be a weird mess of code and stuff (I also need to stop worrying about losing followers online too, I do need to keep my mind off of that
kind of thinking) and yeah. I feel bad for not setting up the technical stuff for the DNS and all that before hand, but I can always host my pages Repo on geocities.ws too, and that's all really. To any of my CB followers, I'm sorry for not updating my repos on there as much, since I've been busy with making
more updates to my personal website and stuff, but yeah, hopefully I'll figure out where to host my Codeberg pages coding somewhere so people can access
the website without seeing a 404 page this time, I'll still fix up stuff for the site too, including just using some pixel assets and stuff too.
Thank you all for reading this blog post, I do have some catching up to do, including learning more Python and updating stuff for my pages website as well.
(I have a bit of work to do.)
I enjoy websurfing in my bookmarks, because it's pretty fun to explore personal artist websites, alongside using alternatives to popular websites, since I'm still for
open source software in general, and making a nicer internet, or at least nicer social media sites that aren't made by robot corporations.
Even though I believe sites like TikTok, Instagram, Facebook are all horrendous for many reasons, I also hope that people use other alternatives
to most social media.
I understand that some people will look confused or frustrated about what I'm saying, but yeah, I'm for FOSS alternatives in general
and I may end up only posting to instagram once a week, mainly when I'm done making an art piece, and I'll only use YouTube/Peertube to listen
to videos, and that's frankly better for me because I can be able to make more art and stuff.
I'm also hoping that there will be better foss alternatives for social media in general, including something for Pintrest, but only time will tell.
I'm also proud of myself for making forum accounts as well, because I may end up using them more, at least for summer break or something.
I'm also thinking of getting more cassette tapes and DS games in the future from flee markets too, since I'm also a fan of physical media too.
As an addendum, I'm also hoping that I'll go to the eye doctor about these weird hair strains sticking out of the carbuncle of my eyes, only time
but again, only time will tell. I also hope to upgrade my X61 ThinkPad tablet as well, I want to upgrade it's harddrive as well as the feet for it's
new battery I got a month ago.
Anyways, I hope you all have a great day/night
I was originally going to make a blog entry against online grifters, but meh, I'll scrap that tbh.
So I'll be talking about me chilling out online on some internet forums, and using YouTube, and using indie search engines.
I've also been learning more Python and slowly learning more Japanese
since I'm thinking of moving to Japan with some family members, but who knows when that happens, but I'm still staying home.
I probably won't move to Japan until my Japanese is pretty good, I'll still chill out on NicoNico as well, because YouTube can get tiring sometimes
I'm still going to use social media, just not too much, and I also rather mess around with OpenVK as well, but I'm still having issues registering to an instance
I already sent an issue about this since I still want to give OpenVK a try, of coarse I'll have to make a new account, which is expected
I do wonder if some people in Russia uses OpenVK, or just use some other social site that isn't corporate proprietary stuff.
I'll still chill out on the internet, updating my personal website and art portfolio website and still working on my Codeberg website too
One more thing, I'm looking forward to Spring coming soon tbh
I mainly made up this group in my mind, to be happy about my female identity, I know some men will try to shame me and so on, alongside some women
who acts no different to a misogynist man as well, including ones that are way too deep into Political madness in general.
So I made up this fictional women's group to possibly follow from time to time, and I'm still against post-gender
stuff in general and it also solves nothing as well.
So that's why I made up this group, so women can feel happy about their female identity without
any men and men suck-ups making women feel bad about their identity as women since birth.
This fictional group is only for women that are women since birth.
They also have to have only XX chromosomes as well, not XY chromosomes.
Anyways, thanks for reading!
I've started using VS Codium as a text editor since a month ago, I used to use Notepad++, then the dev of that software thought it's a good idea
to use the devlog like it's Twitter, I honestly don't understand why he would bother, just make software updates like a normal person
jeez. Then I moved to Notepad3 and used that for a little while, then added VS Codium
to my ASUS Vivo book's hard drive, since I used to just use this software in my small hard drive.
So now I'll update and code my personal website from time to time, and VS Codium makes this possible
I'm still going to use this software, even when I'm done with school as well.
As always, thanks for reading this new blog entry in this blog page.
I've been thinking about this for a little while, I want to move somewhere nicer than the US, no hard feelings
towards any Americans, but I'm not in the mood to want to grow old in a country that's squandering itself
and actively eating itself only for money and many many social issues, petty political fights, etc.
But on the brighter side, I'll be having a nice time while also working completing school stuff, I'm just
looking forward to living life after school in the next two years, alongside looking for a job as well.
The only thing I can really do is live life my own way, and only my way.
Thanks for reading this new blog post, I also hope to learn more Portuguese, alongside drawing more
since I want to get into drawing more often, alongside back stretches.
I'm still learning more Portuguese, alongside Russian, Japanese, Chinese and maybe more American Sign Language.
I've always enjoyed learning new things such as learning more vocal languages, alongside coding languages
but learning coding languages take time, at least for me, so I'll still do my best to learn stuff in a decent pace too.
On the brighter side, whenever I'll be traveling to Portugal, I'll still learn Portuguese until I'm really fluent.
That's all for this blog post, oh yeah, I'll also make more Portugal themed artwork as well too.
I say this because I sometimes see Waxwing draw art that's themed around Eastern European aesthetics
I won't make America themed art, I mean, I already have Ameri-Chan to do that with, I just want to draw
Portugal fabric patterns that look so pretty too!
Thanks for reading too.
I know the Scum manifesto is more gloomy and stuff, but meh, I just want to read some women-written books, I know
that Divine Androgyny is written by a man, but yeah, I might read more books from only women in the future
since I'm for women's sexual rights, and I should also read more womanist books too.
I'll probably read more books on my laptop on my small hard drive, I'll probably download more epub books from
book pirating sites still.
For the time being, I'll be sexually questioning, and I think I'm still Bisexual for the most part, but yeah, I'll
wait and see.
I was going to pick Portugal as my main destination, but I'll look into other EU countries as well
at least ones that have freedom of speech/religion, since I don't want to move to a country
where I'll get arrested for what I post online or talking smack about a government.
I'll check out Columbia next, then Senegal, I'll only look into countries that are a "1" in the flight advisory website.
Since there's already civil unrest in the US (in my opinion) I don't need to move to another country for the same
issues honestly.
I'll also have to learn another language, which I don't mind doing, I am learning Portuguese
alongside french for Senegal, I'm nervous since I'm new with french, I do know a few french words
but I can do it, I need to stop doubting myself, I'm a smart, adventerous woman in general.
That's also the gamble of moving to another country as a new homes, but I'll have to prepare myself
that's all.
Thanks for reading this blog journal, since it's been a few days since I wrote my last journal entry.
I'm coming out as a Creatusexual, Pomosexual with gf Oc women leaning, and I think it's also for the better that I'm looking into more 4B themed
stuff alongside feminist server stuff, and TransHackFeminism, since I might want to make my own feminist server, or I can mirror my git
repo on their server from my Disroot account, thankfully my git repo isn't disabled yet, that's why I love community made git sites
I'll still being content being a 4B feminist, since I still find the idea of dating irl men to be unattractive if that makes
sense in some way.
If my Disroot account gets disabled, only because I'm a 4B fan who also wants to be a code hacker and stuff
Then I'll save my git repos on my Main disroot account, just in case tbh.
Anyways, I'll get some rest after posting this blog entry, have a great month.
Updated through VS Codium and will do this in the future for less tedium.
7/22/25 Edit: I also depise Trans-Ideology for forcing people to be in stereotypcial gender boxes, and I seriously still believe that gender roles should seriously
fucking die forever.
I'll start by saying that I finished my personal philosophy manifesto highlighting my general beliefs on stuff
it will still be updated here and there, then I'll post it on my index page underneath my 88x31 button for my Infinifem Manifesto thing
The first reason that I'm becoming a Misanthropist is because I deeply hate human hypocrisy and how
some human beings enjoy acting like complete scumbags to each other over petty reasons, like
mistreating the gender that isn't a man
using each other for money, sex, sadism, power in government, etc
but at the same time
I should just do my thing and just forget about people outside my family and friend circles.
Alongside using Peertube, Invidious, Vimeo, and using other alts for YouTube
since YouTube wants to become more corporate and garabage recently
(I refuse to use Nebula and Means tv, since those are paid for streaming services, no thank you)
I'll also make a flag in paint net
that's kind of it for this ramble-y blogpost.
I'm still a jaded woman that's living in a crumbling human world full of so called "human nature" hypocrisy.
Human beings has always been hypocrites, I still hate human nature most of the time anyways.
It's crazying knowing that I'm now 26, I'm close to 30 at some point.
Thankfully, I'm going to get a job one day, and I also
hope to upgrade parts for my old ThinkPad laptop as well
one more thing, I was planning on moving to Portugal, but I'll still
think about it, since I think it's fucking stupid to move out of the US
I'm not happy with what the president at the time is going, so I'm going to stay in the
US until 2030, since I'm looking forward to working again, and maybe living in my own trailer home,
I know it's not ideal, but for how insanely expensive houses are now, I honestly wouldn't mind it honestly.
That's all for this entry, I'll hope to update more things for my personal website as well too.
I also switched to Nexcloud from OneDrive too, now I'm at peace.
One of the reasons I enjoy movies from indie directers, it's mainly because I rather watch something
that isn't made by Hollywood nowadays, I'll still only watch western shows that I bookmarked
but other than that, I'm good for watching new movies, and most new movies are just unintersting
or maybe I'm just really jaded as of lately for Hollywood media in the west.
Something a little off topic, as for the show I've been liking far is Severance.
It's still up my alley, since I've been in love with surreal stuff since childhood pretty much.
And I hope the future seasons will be good as well, since I watched all the season 2 episodes, at least
the last time I've seen season two episodes, I'm quietly crossing my fingers.
I just don't like the idea of deleting a personal website, I will try not to sound too extreme on here, but I do want to say
whatever I want and believe in as well, I sometimes check out other pretty looking and cool looking personal websites
I see online and even bookmarked, and then I find out that their deleted years later or a few days later.
That always breaks my heart honestly, to see a website someone made since a long amout of years, to just delete
the website is puzzling to me, my only few guesses is that some webmasters don't want to be online anymore for health reasons
which is very understandable, taking a life change away from the general internet, or moving domains, or just disconnecting.
But yeah, the only thing I can do is archive websites I like using Archive.ph.
I also hope to get WSL Kali Linux up and running on Docker as well too. I'm still looking forward to it honestly.
I may even read into more philosophy than politics slowly over time, since Politics as a general topic is just
frankly getting pretty bleak, and I need a break from the topic, alongside the news cycle
since I need to focus on some irl stuff rn, then continue on my animation until next week for my birthday cruise trip.
Before I start fan-girling about the Beatles and rock music, I want to showcase some Beatles albums and books I own.
I might as well start as to why I was a fangirl of the Beatles in 2014, I found out about them from a shirt I saw on a classmates shirt in
middle school, then I looked up the band's name on YouTube, then watched a FineBros video about the band, then the rest is history.
I would listen to a bunch of Beatles songs here and there while also fixating on Creepypasta stuff at the time (that's a coinsedense)
I promise you this, but anyways, I've also binged watched a now defunct channel called SgtPepperChannel, it's bascially
a hub for any Beatles fan, at least in my opinion, then one day I checked out the "Paul is dead" rabbithole, well, kind of
and then I ended up getting Beatles Cds because I was that big of a fan, I even used to make Beatles fanart from time to time
(nowadays, I'll just draw my four devils that are basically the Beatles but originally a band in Hell and stuff.)
I would like a bunch of fanart and gifs about the beatles on DeviantArt as well, including binging on YouTube videos about the british
boy band as well.
It felt surreal that I would fan-girl for a boyband, even nowadays, since I've been adopting 4B lifestyle stuff as well.
But I'll end up checking out Beatles fan websites and even fan forums about the Beatles and it's members.
If you're wondering whose my favorite Beatles memeber, he's John Lennon. I'm not exactly sure why I picked him
as my favorite, it's possibly mostly his music, and his looks as well too, I know that's a little shallow of me to say that
but I also enjoy Paul, Ringo and George's music as well too.
It's also suprising that I'm liking the Beatles again, and it's possibly becuase of 2014's nostalgia for the band honesty.
While I'm personally a fan of their modern songs
I'll also check out the members solo albums, I recently checked out Brainwashed, by George Harrison.
I know he's a fan of Indian culture and spirituality in general, and this song makes a nice nod to that love for Hindu spirituality
and yeah, it's a nice catchy song honestly.
I'm still mostly spiritual for the most part in general and the ending part of this song made me sit still, singing along
the chanting from George and Dhani.
Now I'll be talking about why I enjoy rock music in general, inlcuding heavy metal, black metal and very little white metal.
(White metal is bascially just christian heavy metal iirc.)
I guess it's mainly because of how cool the lyrics sound, alongside enjoying heavy guitar strings being flicked by guitar picks.
I also enjoy the grungy look that 2000's heavy metal music videos have as well tbh.
Hmm, I can't think else to add for this blog post, and yeah, I hope you all enjoy this blog post
I might add more text after some rest too, who knows.
I'll listen to the Beatles modern music and listening to mashups of Beatles related stuff as well like "The Beatles never broke up"
Beatles" Hate, and a bunch of fan made albums and covers of their older songs, alongside listening to Breaking Benjamin, Evanesance, etc.
Since I was a preteen, me and my parents would watch a bunch of early 2000's live action shows.
First, I'll talk about a show named Dexter, I first watched this show in 2019 with my mom.
I'm liking the plot of the tv show, a serial killer that kills criminials
The last season I remember watching with my mom was season 2 or 3.
Overally, I enjoy the show's story and I hope to rewatch it on my bootleg website I enjoy using, and then to my mom's
tv box.
I was still suprised that my mom enjoyed the show honestly.
I also love the characters in the show and how they interact with each other with different crime scenes
in each season, I'm also planning on checking out the new show for Dexter as well this year.
I won't watch it until I watch the first 4 seasons of the first show.
And yeah, I'm looking forward to watching the new Dexter show as well too.
A show I watched with my parents until the last episode, I remember that my mom wasn't a fan of one of the characers "Gretchan"
voice, in all fairness though Gretchen always sounds like she needs to cough or something.
But moving on to the plot, I think the show is about really smart people who invents stuff living together
in the neighbothood and strange adventures ensue, alongside time travling stuff, but that's all I can remember from this show.
I'm still looking forward to re-watching this one, since it's been a decade since I've seen this show.
I watched this show I think in September 8th 2008 to January 18th 2013
with my mom and dad, this show.
I didnt get to finish the show, so I might as well rewatch it though.
I do know that Walter, Olivia, and Peter, solving cases themed around anomolies they encounter each episode in the lab.
The pilot episode still haunts me to this day.
I think there's also some episodes where Olvia, Walter and Peter go in different parts of time and stuff as well.
I still hope to re-watch this show since I love scifi and fantasy stuff, and this show is possibly the reason why I love
scifi and fantasy stuff.
From what I remember from the show, is that the theme song for it sounded too happy in my opinion
even though it's a scifi horror show, where these scientists are trying to play god (as it says in the image I used for this blog)
I also know that there's this black infectious goop that can turn people into monsters from the inside out, but I'll
have to re-watch this one really, because I'm really struggling with talking about this show from my mental archives.
This show is basically about a small group of characters having powers, somehow.
I'm sure the show explains it at some point too.
Moving on to
My first aunt has told me about this show back in 2019 if I'm remembering correctly.
the general plot of the show is a rich family moved into a town full of stupid people
Then hilarity ensues for each episode, from the epsiodes I've seen, it's pretty funny
I really need to come back to this show honestly.
I sometimes hear this theme play in my head every blue moon.
I've also seen this show with my parents as well.
I've seen this show mostly with my dad, I think in 2014 as well, I saw a video by Chazington
that's really funny, I didn't realize the show is so insane, which is pretty funny.
Another mention is Real Husbands Of Hollywood
11-16-25 Edit: I remeber laughing my butt off from how funny this show is, I wish there more shows like this tbh, stuff that actually makes me
laugh and not annoyed with trying to pander to my generation and failing miserably.
This is basically the end of this entry, and the time frame I was making this blog entry
my older brother sadly passed away on August 20th, and I've been thinking of making a memorial page for family members I've lost
and yeah.
Thank you for taking the time to read this blog entry.
The reason I made my website with only HTML anf html tags because it's fun to use
and it won't take up space, like JavaScript and Css.
It's also because there's too much JavaScript, even on corporate websitesAnd it's because it's a little annoying for me to visit a website, and it chugs when I scroll around it, which
really sucks, even professional websites have technical issues, like site assets working like it should
but that's another story.
Anyways, I'll always enjoy using only Html code for my website and hopefully for my gemini capsule
Thanks for reading this blog entry.
I've been customizing my Lafufu, and I wanted to make a doll custom for a while, since I enjoy watching people
customize dolls on YouTube and sometimes Bitchute.
So I'm now currently waiting for some white primer so I can give my Lafufu's face more durability, alongside
helping the paint not chip and crack
I'm slowly adding websites I like to my Emacs Web wowser, but I'll only add sites that has a bunch of images and text
since I'm slow slowly learning Lisp and maybe Python, why Lisp? Why not, it'll take a while for me to master
and I can do anything with enough time and attention, that's all.
I also hope to be fluent in Python, EU Portuguese, and being able to use SQL smoothly as well too