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you don't have to agree with me 100%, thanks for understanding.

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Progress for my BJD Doll (E)

Coming Back to Learning More Japanese (T)

Working on a video where I talk about Sonic and Hello Kitty's designs in general 1/9/26

I slowly workin on a talking video about me basically nerding out about character design stuff I like from

Sonic and Hello Kitty, even though Hello Kitty techincally came first in my childhood, and Sonic came second at some point

I've alwasy gravitated towards Japanese character designs, ever since I watched anime, like Dragonball, Pokemon and the Boondocks.

alongside a few other anime I checked out when I used to use stuff like CrunchyRoll and cable tv, watching dubbed anime.

I think that'll be it for now, I'll add more text for this entry one day.

Why I'm not a fan of anti-human spiritual movements 12/28/25

I'll use Angelomorphia as an example, it basically claims that humanity should "transend" passed human behaviors and stuff

I really don't have to explain why this is kind of weird and off-putting, because being human shouldn't be seen as "inpure" "evil" "filthy" etc

I also don't like how most of these anti-human spiritual movements are supporting people erasing their individuality entirely either

and I generally find that pretty saddening.

I think there are much better ways of being spiritual without throwing away what makes you human in the beginning.

I'm mainly spiritual in my own way, with Jesus Christ, and believing I'll become a ball of light after I pass away.

That feels more better than abandoning my humanity, gender, race, etc.

Getting rid of my individuality won't make me feel better either, it'll do the opposite and will only make me feel shame.

I'm so glad I never fully joined any anti-human spiritual movement, and then becoming nihilistic and empty in the process.

They may use sweet sounding pretty words, but most of them are only about ditching everything

that makes you human, and nobody should be joining something like that either.

Sorry, I just wanted to rant about this honestly.

I'll happily be a spiritially androgynous-female and also being a casual worshipper of Jesus

and that's it, I still refuse to be pious and "pure" for a man too, since that frankly sounds miserable as frick.

Ditching your humanity for the sake of "transending" "becoming an angel" and etc, is honestly impossible.

and yeah.

Please stay far away from these kind of spiritual movements that will only shame you

for being human in general.

12/30/25 Edit: For obvious reasons, I don't support artificial wombs in general anymore, since humans are

sexual creatures, and taking that away won't solve anything, so my older blog entry about artificial wombs is now outdated.

Why I enjoy drawing angels 12/4/25-12/10/25

I don't know what it is, I always find angels in general to be really pretty.

I've also been believing that angels in general are androgynous as well

I kind of know that most angels in the Bible are male and stuff, I just mean angels that are fan-made

I pretty much made my own kind of angels, "Star-angels"

They're basically androgynous-female only angels that fly in the deep parts of outer space.

I think another reason I like angels is pretty much because I grew up in a Christian household.

I am currently an agnostic, but I don't think it'll last too long, so I think I'll just be

generally spiritual as well too.

12/9/25 Update: I've slowly accepting Jesus as my saviour, and excluding rules from the old testament Bible in general, and rejecting Christianity

because it's become a giant shell of it former self, and I think Jesus would reject religions and churches as well too honestly.

That's why I refuse to call myself a Christian of any kind as well, and there's too many bad actors mis-using

the religion and it's book to misteat people over stuff they can't control or change.

Even though I love angels, I rather just draw my own angel species in the future from now on, no crosses, and no other symbols

that refrences religon in general too, since I'm better off making my own stuff anyways.

I'll still be mostly spiritual with worshipping Jesus Christ, and that's basically it

I'll still do my thing in my life, and I won't become pious either, since I still don't like

All of the Bibles rigid rules as well honestly.

That's basically it, and I'm looking forward to customizing more Lafufu/Labubu dolls in the future as well too.

Designing my first designer toy + More 11/16/25

I was originally going to make a blog entry about Maximalism, but I'll save that for my Gemlog honestly

Anyways, I'm now drawing out a concept illustration for my first designer art toy

I do want to start something pretty simple and make a Fuzzilon toy that's based off of these

DIY blank toys I've seen online recently

I also wanted to start on something simple, just in case really.

This fuzzilon DIY toy is inspired by Kidrobot's DIY art toys

and that's basically it, I'll still do some re-painting of a Pikachu funko pop I own, and will color it after my personal art style's

color pallete, a ton of muted colors and a few bright colors as well, and I'll make sure to make the design look different than the

original, before I use nail polish remover to remove the factory paint this came with wehn I got this years ago.

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